Hey ya'll well this past week has been pretty shitty for me. Monday my baby cousin died and it was very hard. She was the baby that weighed a pound and four ounces. Her name was Lani Grace and the sweetest baby that there ever was. Her funeral was Thursday at 2:00 and it was at the Woodland Cemetary. I think right now at this point that was the hardest funeral I've ever been too. There was a poem in her thing that really touched the heart and put it at ease. Here is the poem:

I'll Be There

Brothers please don't look so sad, Momma please don't cry

"Cause I am in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies

Please, try not to question God, don't think he is unkind.

Don't think he sent me to you, and then he changed his mind.

You see, I am a special child, and I'm needed up above.

I'm the special gift you gave him, the product of your love.

I'll always be there with you, and watch the sky at night.

Find the brightest star that's gleaming,

That's my halo's brilliant light.

You'll see me in the morning frost, that mists your window pane.

That's me in the summer showers, I'll be dancing in the rain.

When you feel a little breeze, from a gentle wind that blows.

That's me, I'll be there, planting a kiss on your nose.

When you see a little child playing, and your heart feels a little tug,

That's me, I'll be there giving your heart a hug.

So Brothers, please don't look so sad, Momma don't you cry.

I'm in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies.

Just remember if you ever lose a child or a baby that's only 9 months old then this poem will indeed put your heart at ease and it will help you get through the bad times. I'm taking this really hard so if ya'll see me at school crying just remember that I'm thinking about all the good memories that I had with Lani. I'm really not ready to let her go yet but she's already gone and there's nothing I can do about it. When I seen her laying in her casket I just smiled and said that's not Lani in there it's just a body. I said the Lani I knew left this world Monday and she's happy and in a better place. Well I guess that's all for now. Bye

Brittany